Over 12 weeks...

12 weeks! Its exciting, and irritating at the same time.

I dont feel pregnant...

No more sickness.. .

occational idegestion...

I lost 4 pounds and yet I feeeeeel.. fat. my belly pokes out more then normal..

and my pants are tight :p wishing it was appropriate to wear lounge pants everywhere.

I'v been looking for maternity jeans like crazy! I have ordered 2 pair off ebay. but they fit so weird! they are long wasted, and it feels like the crotch is down at my knees! oh well I'll keep looking.

I had my Dr appt last week, and she didnt even check for the heartbeat :( I was so sad, just a 4 min conversation.. do you have any questions?... are you cramping or bleeding? ok see you next month :p I was disappointed, worried and left feeling incomplete.. thats what I look forward to.. the heartbeat. which always makes me cry. @ hear my sweet baby, and now she/he is doing good,.

So trying to focus on other things, as in holidays, no money, working late hours and having what appears to be endless homework and tests I need to take. But there are good things too :) Like Riley, who brightens my everyday, & Michael whom I just adore, most of the time :)
& Ice cream which is always enjoyable, and my shows, which I know is lame to rely on TV, but its something I look forward to when I wake up.. Checking the TiVo.. to see what my faithful friend has picked for me to watch :)

Im hating not knowing if the baby is a Libby or a Brady... Not that I have any money at all right now, less then none is more like it, but it still makes me cringe a bit when I see things I need for the baby on sale....

My silly son :

Riley said.. "i'm worried about you mudder" the other day when I was sick and being grouchy with him.

Riley said " It was scrumptious!" when I asked if his belly was full after drinking his juice so fast.

Riley said to sharon "we have a pet, her name is Phose and she is always a cat"

Today, Riley got his own milk, didnt spill a drop!, and Opened the door for the UPS man! & brought in my package! which made me nervous! Since we have the latch on the top of the door, he is smart that little one :)
& I have to share the computer with him! Since in the morning he logs on to Nick jr games, or Thomas games. or watches Thomas movies on netflix! He even adds Thomas movies to my QUE! Potty training is going great! :) Im very proud of him, especially since he is so stubborn :)