34 weeks!

I cant believe Im 35 weeks! Well, I guess I can, I feel Huge! but glad the time is nearly here!
2 weeks ago I had to go to the hospital for a NST, non stress test. The baby's heartbeat was over 190! so I had an ultrasound too. Everything was fine, so nearly 3 hours waiting in the hospital. Of course I asked the Ultrasound tech to confirm the gender, because Im crazy I think! She said it looks like a swollen labia to her. :) There was no penis, but maybe it was hiding, I just wish I could get a clear shot! a clear answer.. but I dont have to wait long to find out for sure. Good things come to those who wait :)
It was a crazy day, the day mike decided to change his own oil for the first time in 10 years! and the dang filter got stuck on, even pop pop could barely get it off using several tools. So I was at the hospital while michael was freaking out trying to fix his truck, and worried about me and the baby.
Went to the Dr today. I have been having Crazy horrible pain when I sit to long, or stand to long. I think its just because the baby is so low! But the Dr thinks I might have a Hernia. :( So I have to go to a surgical specialist to check things out. They cut my house to no more then 6 hours a day at work, Which will hurt us financially big time. But I know we will figure something out.
On Saturday I had my baby shower! It was fun! :) I am so glad I had one, there was allot of stuff I needed that I forgot I needed for a new baby.
The best part was seeing my friends and family and actually getting a chance to just sit and talk to them. Sometimes life gets so crazy that I only see them once a year! I'll do the blogging about the shower on my main page.
Still having those signs...lots of signs, little and big, nearly driving me nuts! and I am scared to trust in my feelings, because I dont want to be disappointed.. but I am not sure I will be disappointed. Of course I 100% trust god and the signs he is sending, .. but maybe they arent signs at all, and maybe I just spend to much time up in my head. I think it might be the crazy hormones. So I am waiting. :) because.. there is nothing else I can do,